It’s been such a long time since I last wrote something. What a year!
So basically I found a male partner, with whom I was tragically in love. Alas, he broke my heart into tiny pieces and I will say I have not been in the best moods. It will be almost a month since he broke up with me, but I will admit – it still hurts like a bitch. The strangest thing is that this guy whom I was with since December last year broke up with me via e-mail and theeeeeeen he blocked me! Imagine. The way he handled things knocked the wind out of me, I thought he was a decent human being, but that everything happens for a reason. Sigh.
I started with a new job in earlier this year, things were great in the beginning but its as though to coincide with my love life, things have declined and I am looking to get out. I am miserable simply because there is no respect for staff members – none at all. I choose not to complain about it, but I have been looking around and I am certain something will pop up.
I also bought a little car earlier on in the year and she has been so good to me.
Lol, I am in a mirky place emotionally at the moment. I just want to talk to the loser of a punk ass I dated and just clear the air and end things on a decent note – so I am driving myself crazy in essence. Sigh. Am I allowed to finally say men are trash? lol hahahaha
I will find my balance. I just got taken by surprise by work and him, because I did not see the way things unfolded and are unfolding coming at all. Now I find myself caught up in a quarter life crisis.
I haven’t dabbled in sugaring for obvious reasons in over a year, though I have received gifts and money from old associates – which I of course had to accept to avoid being rude! 🙂 I still have about 4 of them I talk to now and then, dinner here and there when they are in town. Weird friendships, but they are still generous without expecting nor receiving anything in return besides a good catch up session.
I trust everyone is doing well.
P.S. I have also noticed that whole sugar bowl has changed from what it used to be 7 or so years ago when I was first came across it. Its not appealing at all. It has gained so much popularity in my country and I note that now we live in the era of the Instagram Thot. Lol the evolution has been somewhat interesting.
Yours in this life thing,